A part of me died ..

After reading the status ...

=)

I'd decided not to think so much ..

Time to sleep ..

Maybe in few years things will turn out well ..

When you return ..

We shall see ..

520

I was wondering why people putting 520 in Facebook and later found out that 520 actually stands for 'I Love You' in mandarin.

In fact for people without some proper romantic genes like me, it's a challenge to decipher the 520 reading as 'wu bai er shi' or 'wu er ling' ... no where near 'wo ai ni' at all.

But then, we don't really need a reason to actually love someone ..

So ...

520 <3

To the one I'm addicted =)

Empty Words

' This is weird. I want to talk to you. I want to feel your presence. Yet, staring blankly at the open chat window not knowing what to say is sending little jabs of soreness through my heart. '

I copied the above lines from an old friend who loves starry nights, dark chocolates and thinks love is like sunshine. I am feeling those words that she had mentioned above, especially when you feel like it's a whole different world that you are facing and you have no idea on how to move ahead, so much uncertainties and so much to explore.

Perhaps that's what make life interesting. Deep down we know that it's not that easy but we still put our effort to make a chance.

Perhaps it's the expectation from our subconscious mind to make this chance a success that makes us a little more sensitive.

Perhaps it's another unrequited love in life that makes us a little stronger from time time.

I'm still not losing any faith and I'm still training my 6 packs .. ahemmm

It's OK if its just empty words. You said it best when you said nothing at all =)

Reasons to celebrate

When I was very young, Mother's Day was just another day when we went out to have good food coz Dad's paying. Now that when I am old enough to organize such celebration, I think the next Mother's day celebration will be with my kid's mummy .. or maybe my future wife's mom ?

My mom and both grandparents are not around anymore, and it has really been awhile. It feels kinda empty at such time when you find no reasons to celebrate, when everyone else has dinner to attend and you find yourself alone clicking Facebook while asking others to go hiking.

It's good to have reasons to celebrate something. Since a few years ago I started buying cakes for my dad during his birthdays. Never had the chance to do it with my mom...

So what's the next celebration that you're looking forward ? Better put some effort to make everyone happy =)

Happy Mothers Day .. <3

p/s: Baru teringat I ada mak tiri yg selalu buat I stress =.=

Happiness

Is when you don't need to work 9 to 6 and have difficulties to apply leave just go to a friend's dad funeral outstation.

Is when you can have the luxury of time to fetch someone to places without having her taking those stupid public transport.

Is when you see people around you being happy without the 'sigh' that life brings.

Is when you are rich enough to just create a comfortable job opportunity to people around you.

It's such a terrible feeling when you know you cant do anything just to make the situation better ...

I seriously need to win the JACKPOT =/

Or maybe I should start my burger franchise without depending too much on JACKPOT ..

Something I wrote to win prizes

When I love something

I'm supper addicted to it !

And I am freaking motivated and not giving up !